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My Dearest Ban-Ban,

Forgive me :)
I may not be with you right now; time check: 1:08 a.m. but I may still be with you in spirit! Kahit malayo, I will make sure, na abot na abot pa rin natin ang isa't-isa :) yeah.
Ahem.ahem.
INTRO: (again) I'm really really really really really sorry for not staying :( I think I'm sleeping tonight with regrets but, well, at least, the sessionistas lessened the drama. They're just freaking awesome! ahhhhh XD Anyway, I just wanted you to know how much I like it is to stay, maski di ka overnight, ughh. 12 pa man na guro curfew ko. #cinderella.

I can't afford to miss the party so here's my :

• ROSE

Yeah, I know how to draw one :)

With matching "Moves Like Jagger" ☻


BAN. I really missed a lot. I missed partying with you and mae last night. "sigh" I hope you enjoyed my video. We went home late already, but I still got the grooves to dance in front of the webcam ;) #insane. Don't worry about me, I do that all the time. 
P.S. I'm sorry for the quality. 

• CANDLE + CUPCAKE

It's homemade. 

DARN! I haven't made any wishes for you at your party. How could I miss that? :(( #sadness. 

Yet, things could either be said or written, this time I choose to write for you. I kinda miss doing that lately. Either way, "gadulot" man gyapon. You know what I mean :) 

BAN. I wish you all the happiness in life. Mapa love man, career, studies, relationships with family and friends, and all others. I wish you a very very healthy body. Keep it up, actually. I wish you more birthdays, and cakes, and packages to come. I wish you a very successful future, I can see it already. I wish you more blessings from God and more love from the people around you. You may now blow your candle ;)

• PERSONAL MESSAGE: PERSONAL TREASURE

BAN. I hope you had accepted my apology. I hope that my blog will help me make up for you:) I'm very happy that at least, we had the time together. Not to mention, the "cut" that almost creeped you out. Though we're far away, our friendship still remains. Though we're far away, we've always been the same. BAN. I'm always here for you. Just give me a ring, and I'll answer your call. Btw, I've decided, nga ma globe na gid ko ya! lol. Anyway, If you could look back, we've been through a lot without having each other's company, yet still, don't hesitate to knock at my door and together we'll beat the bitches down. #asif. lol. BAN. always take good care of yourself. and oh, take good care of mia, too. Huwag kayong mawawala ha :)) I love you! Happy Happy 18th Birthday VAN ♥

-Zanny 

She's Blue: Her Dilemmas

As she lends down the envelope to her, she responded nothing but a heartache. Flashing an indifferent look broke her heart. All she needed was help but it seems that some matters are not important to her and are insignificant. All she needed was attention because that particular matter involves gold. "sigh"
And to add to her dismay, she realized that his matters are more particular to her(not she).
So depressing it is to feel this way. So depressing it is to feel this way.

Damn! Damn! Damn! Less loved, she stares blankly at the shadows of the wall, feeling the droplets fall down her cheeks. Yet, she can't let her emotions rule her, she can't let the droplets fall again, she can't let depression beat her, and she can't give life to her thoughts as what she believes in. She just can't because she shouldn't be. End of story. She opened her eyes, got up from bed, brushed her hair, and lived the day.