Monday, August 29, 2011

Knock Knock



Let me extend my deepest and most heartfelt gratitude to you My fren, Lola, Ness, Emjay, Est, && Nixx...
I should start by saying,..or rather shouting, "AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" NA SURPRISE GD KO SANG GIN UBRA NIYO! KAMO NA! KAMO NA ANG SAGAD! (breath in, breath out)..okay.
Guys, I can't tell how happy I am :)) 
Happy ako kay:

  • Though the rain had been falling so hard, na push through man gyapon ang videoke ta. Thanks guys for the amot :))
  • Awesome ang COUNTDOWN! Na feel ko gid nga seventeen na ko :D
  • When the sun was up, you were still there beside me. as in beside gd ya kay ga sinardinas ta :)))lol
  • Though, I was saddened because nixie, mark and desiree had not made it in the afternoon, my family had a surprise visit! as.in way gd sila ga hambal nga makadto sila. AHHHH! 
  • And of course, when the finale came. When you surprised me with the UNEXPECTED VIDEO. ♥♥♥

:')
I don't know. I can't describe this feeling. I've never felt this way before. naks. pru tuod. Nahuya gd ko maghibi sa tupad niyo Niz, Nes, and Purs, but I can't help it. Grabe hibi ko kay...chakto ka ling, abi ko way gd kamo surprise or what, BUT I WAS WRONG. Really wrong. You had the perfect timing. Ka sagad sa inyoo. AHHHH! It was the BEST gift. I am really grateful for all the efforts. It was the best music video ever. chakto ka nes, mas nami 'to kaysa sa You and I ni Lady Gaga. I didn't expect that you would make a way for others who are also special to me, to be a part of your most precious gift. It really means a lot. :)) You all know, nga tam.an sakon ka senti and emotional..so here are my personal messages to each one of you.. please bear with me. 


  • NIX, Though we barely see each other, I'm very happy that you made it on my birthday. You shocked me with your greeting; masking tape on your forehead. awwe ;) Thank you so much Nix, Nanay. I really enjoyed your havey jokes. I really have fun with your company. :)) Halong ka gd da sa west, or shall I say, halong sila simo. :D Next stop---Your Birthday! :) Ilabsyou ♥
  • EST, Though you're very far away, you still managed to keep in touch :)) I miss you so much. Thank you gd sa greeting! I really appreciate your efforts. Sa pag tindog sa CR sang boys, stuffs like that :)) A simple greeting means a lot to me. When can I see you? awwe. Take care always, I miss your voice na. Ilabsyou ♥
  • EMJAY,....I hate you!hehe. Thank you thank you so much mark. I'm uber happy because you did everything to party and celebrate with us. All the way from miagao, you never failed to surprise me! I will really treasure the efforts, from "your greeting" to missed classes to nstp and to your mom's misunderstanding. (so sorry for that) I'm really thankful for everything. Take care always, good luck sa studies. Ilabsyou ♥
  • NES, my remedy :) Thank you thank you so much for making it though you didn't feel well early that day. Resurrected! I love dancing my ass off that night with you. I am grateful for all the efforts, your skills; mapa drawing, lettering, singing, dancing, acting, and jebacuating. Natingala man ko ngaa dala mo bago lang laptop ni jessa, pru gn pabayan ko na lang. Hayyy, Mu to na gale?! awwwwwe dagdag heart ko. Thanks for everything. I support you. Take care always, Ilabsyou ♥
  • NIZ, I'm just right by your side ;) Thank you thank you so much for being at my side through the EPIC times of our lives. I don't know how could I ever repay you with all the efforts. Nagpakahuya-huya kamo ni purs, and it means everything to me :) Gahd, I'm having a hard time expressing through words my gratitude to all of you. Ling, Never akong mawawala, always remember that. kahit na wala tayong mga maaasahan na telepono, I know, we know, that we'll always have each other just like the deck of cards. I always admire you for being a great and true friend to me. Next year, ikaw gd una ma debut :)) I will make it up to youu XD Good luck gd sa studies, always positive lang esp. sa math 11 :) Take care always, Ilabsyou ♥
  • PURS, my Fren :) I will always open the door for you ;) You don't have to knock, just break in.lol. Thank you thank you so much for making me this happy:)) Na touch gd ko. After all that we've been through na prove ta gd how strong ang atun friendship. I will always be grateful for all the efforts, especially sa greetings sa mga friends and classmates. Kung indi dahil sa imo, sa inyu, I would never been this happier. Thank you thank you so much sa pag compile sang video. Everything just fell right into place. You are always welcome at my place, huwag kang mahiya, you are already a sister to me, diba 'te? :) You did very well. Saludo ako sa'yo. "YOU ARE THAT "FREN" TO ME TOO." :) Remember that. You just made me feel so loved by you, and that's the best feeling ever. Chakto ka gd, grabe ang pagDULOT. Take care always, Ilabsyou ♥
FOR THE LAST TIME, THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH. YOU MADE EVERYTHING SO PERFECT, SO GREAT. YOU MADE ME SOOO HAPPY---AND THAT'S THE BEST GIFT I'VE EVER RECEIVED. I LOVE YOU. A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by. I'm hoping just to be by your side :)) NO, NOTHING WORKS LIKE YOU!
ps. I felt so blessed guys, so blessed :)
LAB,
zan ♥

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Unknown Friend

Credits: Nestor Clavel Jr.
The wind shouts, as I step on this land 
Piles of sticks, of woods to take, I demand  
I found myself lying on the grass 
I didn't expect, came with grace giving his hand  
I thought he could stay, to bid my thank you's   
But then, he just rushed, left; and it was him I lose  
I sought him, but there wasn't a clue  
Another missed chance of knowing a boo
Because I was coerced to post something here in order to start really the act of blogging, I got tangled with my old cattleya notes that were once required by my most admired yet lunatic teacher of literature with the initials A.D. This is where I found the poem entitled "Unknown Friend" along with some of my indescribable products of imagination and poetry. I forgot to whom I dedicated this poem but I do recall that this was really for "someone". :)yeah. As far as I can still remember, this was our last activity before we enter short stories. The whole class went out of the classroom and everyone looked for his inspiration. This is where I found myself; at the island.