Classes have already started four weeks ago, but undeniably I still have the summer fever.
I just can't believe that it seemed to went by so fast; faster than Britney Spears marriage to Jason Alexander.
Why does it have to end so soon?
Am I not deserving of sands and tan lines (and hot guys on shore)?
Though I thank this year of at least two decent meals a day and allowance, I still missed the lazy and nocturnal times of my usual summer.
As part of moving on and finally going back to my life as an aspiring pharmacist, let me show you some of my unforgettable high moments and the stimulants involved: wink wink
Reunited with closest friends and had ourselves some of Fuel's teas and pastries
(although not shown in the picture)
Never miss the chance of being together with the ones worth keeping and remembering.
Building up camaraderie at Adventure Park, Guimaras with college classmates
For risk-takers (like me), try this exhausting survival game, paintball, and know how long can you last.
OR this rappelling. Looks like we had been deceived by this rock face while we're still on the ground. Trust me, it is not easy as it looks like.
A sky full of lanterns.
I was there for the world, too.
(I am a disclaimer of this photo.)
Summer Playground 2013.
Summer nights. Summer vibes.
You know you had a blast when,"What the hell happened last night?", is all you can think of in the morning.
No one misses the damn beach. (Though, I'm quite overdressed here)
Paradise at Puka Beach.
Spotted dream catchers.
It's an open bar. Suite your self.
Tonight's remedy: Mojitos.
2013's summer just blew me away. I didn't even notice how it slipped through my fingers. I managed to escape even if I had classes to attend to. Chilly nights, sober thoughts, best friends, all these and more made a complete recipe. It's always nice to try something new whether under the prickly heat of the sun or under the shadows of the moon. Summer might be over, but another one (or someone) is just around the corner. ♥
After tonight, maybe I have to congratulate myself for posting my first ever rant. I'm not trying to use tomorrow's elections in lieu of my 3-month absence here in blogger. It's just that this whole system or tradition happening every election is getting on my nerves. Especially now that I'm at my legal age to vote, I've somehow, witnessed all this madness.
I never thought that what my teacher had warned us before is going to happen to me. I mean like, SERIOUSLY? I have never been in a situation where my family contradicts my moral values. I can't deny the fact that money can buy you anything. AND, who doesn't need money?! However, let us remember that money is still renewable. The moment you lose it, you can still be able to earn it some time.
Just this night, I landed on a situation where I wasn't able to say no because my family has already decided for us. They even criticized me for not seeing a candidate and get a "sample balot". What's worse, the very undesirable value of Filipinos comes in, the "utang na loob". Oh please, don't tell me to rely on these politicians for my future work and benefits. It only proves to me how much I wanted to work outside the country.
Grabbing the opportunity doesn't make you wise. It doesn't even make you a little less nasty than them. I understand how people get to be practical nowadays. It makes me sad because there's a thin chance of changing the system. I'm not trying to be a martyr nor a hypocrite. I'm not trying to post something about politics just to sound that I'm not politically ignorant. It's just that I can't bear to see this happening in our society. I can't even do something about it because everyone is just in. No one will try to listen.
Last February 2, I attended Fashion's Night Out by the UP MODUS at the Avenue, smallville complex. Featuring the designs of Danika Cinco, Em Trava, Post Mod, Syndrome, Frae X Mia, Pomelo, and Binky Pitogo.
Congratulations to the UP students who put up such a great event. It goes to show that they aren't only a bunch of egg headed people but fashion enthusiasts as well. ☺
Below are some pictures I consider to be decent enough, though the quality isn't the best.
Frae X Mia's main model
The designers on stage.
With one of the designers, Ms. Mia Judicpa (Frae X Mia)
With high school girlfriends, (to the left) Fydah Marie Sabando and Eunice Porquez
For tonight's outfit
I decided to go ethereal by wearing this white top with feathery shoulder blades and paired it with my short aqua blue pencil skirt to make it flattering. Matched my accessories with my plum pumps and accented my combination with this olive green bag. (PS. I do not own the bag)
If there's this one band which I would listen to forever and would promise myself to see them perform live before I die, that would be where Adam Levine is the lead vocalist and guitarist, no other than the Maroon5. I've always been a fan of them since the year 2002 when they first released their album, Songs about Jane - his ex-girlfriend. The theme of their music is most probably about the L word. Love. From lost love to true love. This is basically the reason why I did fall for Adam and his songs, and oh, have I mentioned he composed mostly of the songs?
Yes, he did.
Before they might hit the Billboards again in the year 2013,
I wanna share with you my TEN all-time favorite songs of the Maroon 5 from their very first album (Songs about Jane) up to the latest (Overexposed). The songs are arranged chronologically and not from my least to most favorite song or the other way around.
1. This Love - Songs about Jane (January 2004)
This has become a Maroon 5 classic, never gets old. My friends and I love to sing this in karaokes all the time.
"I was so high, I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes"
2. She Will Be Loved - Songs about Jane (July 2004)
This has been one of the songs on top of my list, closest to my heart. It gives hope to all the girls who had their smiles broken. I always find myself singing this song, especially in the shower.
"It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along"
3. Sunday Morning - Songs about Jane (December 2004)
This song reminds me of how slow can I get on a Sunday morning. This is perfect for days when you just want to roll over on your bed and never really get up.
"But things just get so crazy, living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road, get up and go if I knew"
4. Nothing Lasts Forever - It Won't Be Soon Before Long (2007)
Don't you just love it when you find a song which speaks about the three words of advice you actually get from this life? I couldn't say no more, this song speaks for itself.
"But nothing lasts forever but be honest, babe
It hurts but it may be the only way"
5. Goodnight Goodnight - It Won't Be Soon Before Long (November 2008)
If only every man is honest and humble enough to admit his mistake, everything will just work out fine. Sing this to me and I'll forget every reason why I got mad at you.
"Some thing's gotta change
Things cannot stay the same"
6. Never Gonna Leave This Bed - Hands All Over (January 2011)
This song reminds me of "talking-about-any-random-stuff-while-cuddling-on-the-couch-and-never-get-tired-of-each-other" relationship. I like that shit, even if I had never done it actually with anyone(Lol).
"Wake you up in the middle of the night to say
I will never walk away again"
7. Payphone - Overexposed (April 2012)
Definitely this song was a success all over the world. It was a mid-tempo song but then again, it talks about a romance which is over.
If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
8. Daylight - Overexposed (November 2012)
This one is for all the nights I made the most out of. Wanting not to sleep because I know my little fantasies may end too soon. This has made the best memories of 2012 ☺
"I never wanted to stop because I don't wanna start all over,
I was afraid of the dark but now it's all that I want"
9. Sad - Overexposed (2012)
This.song.remarkably.hit.me. It may sound deep, but it's true. Listening to this can make me cry, but I won't. I listen to this when I regret something, even though it doesn't help me. This song has the right words I can't even express to myself or anyone.
"I'm kicking the curb cause you never heard
The words that you needed so bad"
10. Beautiful Goodbye - Overexposed (2012)
This song dates me back to the moments I fell so in love ♥ Not to mention that it says something about the eyes - the windows of one's soul, the part I always look into. If you're in love with someone or just in love with love (it can happen), I suggest you listen to this. I tell you, you will never get tired of listening to this.
"Holding back, won't turn back time Believe me, I've tried"
I hope you will love my list. I'm pretty sure there's more for the Maroon 5.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6... It has been SIX months since I last updated my blog.
I know, this isn't normal for such a blogger. What was I thinking? I can't just take away what I have started here. I bet I have a lot of explaining to do.
At some point, I miss the art of writing. You know, just letting your fingers do the typing on a previously blank paper. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to do that for the past six months (obviously). I was really caught up with A LOT, but I could summarize them into four major hindrances:
1. Pharmacy: A big shift in my career
I remember I wrote about all the doubts I had for myself in one post before. Well, my questions were answered in no time. Let's face it, Accountancy wasn't for me after all. I thought I could put the blame on the school's faculty and their newly-revised grading system, but others were able to make it. Now I understand why I have to fail before. I can assure you I did not sleep for three days straight just to study for the finals only for that accounting subject. And yet, I still failed. At least, I tried. and that's all it matters.
I thought I wouldn't be able to move on. However, through time, I was able to learn that Accountancy wasn't everything, and that's when I discovered Pharmacy. I am starting to love my course despite all the hassles in the laboratory, demanding teachers, and of course, the too much intake of information. Well, Pharmacy had made me busier because of the many major subjects to fulfill compared to Accountancy. What I like most of this course is that I don't have to pressure myself anymore. I wouldn't live in agonies nor in doubts. But, that doesn't mean I wouldn't do my best. As much as possible, I want to maintain my average grades especially now that my subjects are getting harder and harder.
2. My Birthday: Celebrating my transition to Womanhood
Up to now, I still can't believe I just became a debutante last 31st of August. I really thought Mom wouldn't give me a party that I wanted so bad. I mean like, who doesn't want to be the center of attraction at least for one night? I wouldn't exchange the wonderful memories for anything material.
One month preparation and we all pulled it through together with the help of my family, especially my two aunties and grandma, who complied with our financial constraints. There were a lot to prepare, I swear it wasn't that easy. Even Mom and I had to go through a lot of dramas because she thinks I'm not doing anything for my birthday, you know, the sitting pretty kind of stuff.
Though it wasn't really that grand, I was very happy because the people who made a difference in my life were able to come, at least, if not all. Mom really showed how much she can be a mother to me despite of not being a perfect daughter to her. I love my Mom, she really is the reason why my birthday is complete. At the end of the night, no words can express how was I thankful for everything.
3. Parties: My new Outlet
Party here. Party there. Party everywhere!
Indeed, 2012 did throw a lot of party-like-it's-the-end-of-the-world parties. That doesn't necessarily mean I became a party animal for attending such. I guess I've just seen myself went out more often than usual. Not to mention, this year is our batch's turn to become of legal ages. This is where I get to socialized but then leave my body restless for not getting enough sleep.
This year, I also went for the chill mode, in other words, "tambay". Ever since, this has become our favorite past time. From fast food chains to coffee shops to resto bars, whatever you call them. Maybe the reason I didn't find myself writing for the past six months is because I often find myself having heart-to-heart talks with my closest friends, and I find therapeutic listening much way better than this, writing.
4. Exercise: My one-way step to healthy living
I may be the luckiest girl in the world for eating anything I want without getting fat, but my tummy is merely an exception for being the only thing that's getting bigger. It sucks, really bad. It's okay if my extra fats would go to my tits or butt so at least I will have something to look forward to.
My mother was the first one who encouraged me to do some workout even just here in the house. Well, the whole family is quite body conscious the past few years, so I guess it's time to blend in. Every week, I would spend at least 3-4 times exercising when I arrive home from school. If it's quite a week, then two days will do. Sometimes, I would find this as stress-reliever but since it's a rigorous activity, it exhausts me as well.
I'm really trying my best to catch up with you, my zippers. What a shame I came this year with number of posts I can even count on my fingers. I do hope I could explain further each of my reasons here (fingers crossed). At least for now, you know what I've been up to for the past six months.☺
It's the first day of classes and of course, there is NO CLASS.
Remember the "road" I have been referring to in The Teller since more likely three weeks ago? (if you have actually read it) Well, this is it.
I'm officially a Pharmacy student at the University of San Agustin, Iloilo.
I know it's a big question of why? how come? what happened? but I will not be answering those questions here, probably in a different post.
Let me show you the journey of our day as we had nothing to do, but wait earlier.
Photos were randomly taken... but each has a story to tell.
It begins here
Making use of our white indestructible mobile phones
Vandals are sometimes inspirational
Just accenting ourselves
It feels great to be irregular
Looking vintage
Because I was deceived by these crablets
Water is life
So Good!
And we call it a day...
Credits to my dear friend, Eunice, for taking mostly of the shots. These weren't photo shopped or instagram-ed.
Lesson learned: You don't need an overpriced camera to capture beautiful moments.
Embrace art. Learn some skills.
Though I grew up as a frustrated dancer, my desire to dance in every beat I can feel my muscles losing control, didn't stop there. Though I still had the why-abouts of my mother not enrolling me in any dancing lessons before, my eagerness still led me to show off some moves!
Below is just one of my crazy dances caught on tape. Ever since Starships by Nicki Minaj hit the billboards, I have always found myself do some random choreos in front of the mirror every time this music plays. Fortunately, at one debut party, we had to give an intermission number and this song was chosen. It was choreographed by Carlson Baleriado, a friend of a friend, and his company. Because I fell in love with the moves and thought that this could be a tribute to the song, I decided to make a post and a video about it.
I am like this song, too. I love to dance whenever I'm on the floor like it's my last chance. AND if you want more, then here I am.
You see, there are certain things people aren't born with, but that doesn't stop you from learning how to do them, right? I'm not a self-proclaimed good dancer, well, who cares? All I know is I wanna have fun!
Bear with me, the quality sucks.
I don't know, I think I'm just more vain than I think I am.
After making my way out of the narrow and deep exit of the year passed, I was greeted upfront by these untimely rushed chores. Again, time traveled so fast, so fast that only after more or less 41 days I get to randomly reflect on my endeavors.
To begin with,
Mid-terms
One word...UGH
We were left with a week and a half to discuss and finish all our lessons, what to expect? Hell week.
I tried my best to study every night and make the most of it productive and by ultimately achieving this, I combated drowsiness with a cup of coffee and pica-pica, leading me to four hours of sleep in four straight days. On the fifth day, I got sick. I had Fever. I can't think. I can't study by the week end. I need to rest. I need to get some sleep. I need not to go to school. I was like "aj^@*#^%!" I became fine just as the night before exams, yeah, so timely.
All in all, I've got nine subjects to study so I ended up, you know...half-dead, half-paralyzed. I wasn't satisfied with the outcome especially with that of my major subject - Accounting Love. (instead of Accounting Shit, you know why) Depressing 'cause I wasn't able to make it, UGHgain. But that wasn't all, I knew by heart I was pre-occupied and somewhat distracted at that time, not to mention the festivity and merry-making that are waiting for me.
Election
After tasting the heaven felt on earth on that outrageously fun weekend following my mid-terms exam, I came across with a break. I thought it was silly and unreasonable at first. Like, who? me? Run for election? seriously? I've never done that except for some club organizations but that of my college? Oh no. There are merely certain factors why I thought of refusing it (That's another different story). However, with the help of my companions and with the enthusiasm I saw within Nang Pevs who is running for president, I grabbed it. Filing my candidacy honestly gave me chills. It's another responsibility I accepted. I ran for the position of 2nd year board member and only my fellow batchmates could vote for me. Above that, I shouldn't be anti-social anymore. When hanging with the group, I was really really quite, timid, and shy. I'm finding my way to my comfort zone and just be casual. Being the youngest, I don't talk and do a lot. Yet, in turn, my party mates were very welcoming to make me belong. Well, to be elected, the people should see your sincerity, dedication, and commitment towards your accountability. Many people, well, at least most if not all, saw them in our group. With our flyers, name tags, and bands, we were able to campaign vigorously under the banner of D.E.B.I.T Party. "Dominion of Exemplary Businessmen who promotes Independence and Trust towards students."
Photos courtesy of Pevee Nacanaynay :)
The election was in line with our JPIA week. To make the story short and to not prolong the agony, I lost by 3 points. 75 vs 72. I need at least 3 or 4 more votes to aim it. DAMN! FATE. But what other depresses me is the fact that, two sections weren't able to vote for me within the ongoing election. Another sigh. Congratulations to my fellow Debitants who made it! I'm pretty sure that they all deserve the votes and trust of the Jpians.
At the end of the day, it's not really about winning or getting the position, it's about gaining friendship and trying out the challenge. Nevertheless, I am very much thankful for all the people who supported and entrusted their votes for me. Maybe politics isn't my calling. This whole election thing---charged to experience, and that is what I am most grateful for.
Pre-finals came after and my goal was UNO. After meeting new faces of my manongs and manangs at the accountancy department, I've gotten motivated and inspired. I thought for a moment, I, too, wanted to be just like them. I really admire their perseverance and hardwork. If they can make it, why can't I?
I think it's really time for me straighten and fix things up. If I was discouraged at the beginning, I couldn't go back anymore, all I have to do is to start today and make a new ending. If I saw my name on the other list, but not in the list of new officers, it's a cue that I should have more focus on my studies first. I gained some, I lost some. But that doesn't matter.
On my favorite spot, once again, I've been overshadowed by these contemplations over the past year. I've realized how much more important it is to just let your fingers do the typing and eventually your deep thoughts and feelings will follow than remembering or thinking about them in your head, listening to what your mind says and letting your heart compromise, again.
To tell you honestly, I was very reluctant at the beginning to write something like this. Too cliched. But everything just keeps on coming back, telling me that it's time to leave all what has passed and start the year with a very pure heart, filled with happiness, contentment, kindness, and love; no more sadness, dissatisfaction, cruelty, and hate.
Just as any other good friends of mine would say, 2011 is quite a year. There are many ups as well as the downs. There were many heartaches and despairs, yet lessons and chances arose from these two, which is basically the reason why I had to go through them. Blessings in disguise, I would rather say.
Many things were forgotten and lost yet much more things were remembered and found. It was a year of departures. Leaving such an Alma mater with all the courage you've got is way unbearable.(That's according to me.) Since, high school was so far the best thing that ever happened to me, I just wanted to stay there forever, with all the people who I never thought could make me who I am today and with all the people who I just know for who they are. Leaving all my other prophecies of the future and just focusing on what my heart truly desires. Leaving the ones who shattered my heart into pieces, who broke my trust and hopes, and who never ever handed down their insensitivity in front of me. It's time to LEAVE.
Some say you leave because you can't take it. I say, I leave to start anew.
On the brighter side, while you're actually on that melancholic process, you'll always be accompanied by the ones who choose to stay with you when everyone else turns left and the ones who care and feel for you when everyone else gets imprudent. Sometimes, you'll come across or bumped into people who you never thought would mend those broken pieces☺; as another treatment for that wounded heart.
Well, another year is just another year. YET this time, I rather wish to stay than to leave...
Love is when friends take an adventure and spend a getaway together despite of their busy schedules and "new lives".
FINALLY. just finally, we are all set, I guess merely the four of us. We've been planning for some sort of escape from all the drama and issues and lots of blah blah blah back then at summer, yet we had pursued it only at this time of the year. It was absolutely right in time, because three days after our trip is Christmas. Not to mention, that we're actually setting the dates a year before the world "might" end.
When and where?
Just so you know, everything was instant. Instant planning, deciding, and inviting. It's not like, "okay, next next week we'll be going on a trip, we have to decide now, so we could have a week or so to prepare." It was like, "my grandma's gonna be out next week, tell them ASAP and guys, ask for effing permissions!" I don't know, but everything just went way too fast. Of course, because it was instantly finalized, some of the good friends haven't made it, and in my part, I got trouble in asking permission. You know, parents always ask every single detail about your proposed "project". December 20 and 21, it is. It's vacation sooo we've got nothing to worry about schedules and classes. Damires Hills, it is. I can't remember if Eunice suggested it all, but she made it all happen, anyway.☺Since Janiuay is out of town and more or less it will take an hour to travel from the city, Eunice offered their house back there for an overnight stay for us.
Damires is...
A panoramic shot by Nestor Clavel
different. If you want to try something new, get refreshed by merely overlooking at a vast rice field, trees, and nipa hut cottages, if you're sick of sandy white beaches and just want to see a pleasant view that is uplifting to your eyes and heart, might as well visit this place.
Underwater...
Damires has its infinity-like pool with a miniature waterfalls. Our cottage was just at the side of the pool so we've got nothing to worry about when it comes to our valuables left and jumping into the water. We've taken a lot of pictures and tried different stunts underwater with the special swimming classes held for our dear friend, Hilary. Because of our vanity, and because of the stupid handrail in the pool, Hilary and I went out of the water with the fvcking bruises left on our legs and feet!
Highlights...
After dipping in the pool, drinking some beverages, playing fun and games and munching some food and chips at the table, we had to leave the inland paradise as the sun goes down. Sad to say, our hearts broke when we had not tried the zip line because it costs too much and we had not gone to some hiking or stuffs like that around the place by the time Eunice's father arrived to fetch us.☺It was a sort of relief when we finally left the annoying strangers who are too friendly to bother talk to us in a very "unsuitable" way that would make us feel very uncomfortable. :\
At Eunice's house, we were served with a very luscious pansit, cooked by her father, and a very scrumptious lechon manok. It really feels great to spend dinner time together with your closest friends and talk about all the fun you had earlier of the day. Though we were very tired and sleepy, we didn't let the day pass without having our favorite past time: (drum roll please) PHOTOSHOOT. Eunice and I had most of the shots. No, EUNICE had most of the shots, talk about 58 solo frames. Vain much girl.
After doing the girl stuffs, we decided to watch Never Let Me Go, but the movie failed to give us an appealing impression, so the two ladies fell asleep first. Midnight came and we lie-downed to get ready for our morning exercise the next day.
When the sun was up, we went out of the house to breath the refreshing air from the hills and see the green atmosphere surrounding our place. As we had dinuguan for breakfast, we tried to reminisce memories way back from high school, such a great time. We all know that these little I'm-in-cloud-nine times would have to end so before going back to reality in the city, we flaunted our very outrageous yet SEXY moves with our favorite beat at the moment!
Sexy and I Know It - LMFAO
Bottomline...
Spending time together this Christmas Season is yet the best gift I've, we've ever received. Trips like this don't happen all the time, and only through PLAN and COMMITMENT are these achieved. Thank you so much friends, Eunice, Hilary, and Nestor ♥
2nd semester is just nearly 6 days to go. This means a new set of schedules, rooms, teachers, and classmates, yet with the same goal and motivation.
Back in the days where my feet sore for all those tiring tracking of my rooms, where I couldn't just help it but to have a map or some tracking device. My school is huge. Talk about a 24-hectare university where you wish for a mean of transportation across the buildings. Back in the days where I met some annoying, arrogant, and lazy teachers; which is not good, and you were like checking the minutes left from time to time during classes. Back in the days where I have to make new friends and blend in. It was really hard to mingle with the new faces because each has his own field of interest, their nature is different from where I got used to.
Indeed, everything was strange. Everything was different from high school. I thought it was gonna be easy, but it took me a while to adjust.
The first day of school was the day that marked the end of my high school life. It was the day that I really felt that I am no longer a senior anymore, weird because I didn't feel that on our graduation day and the following days after. It was the day where I finally went back to my senses and realized I'm in a whole new world now.
As I was adjusting and exploring, I felt loneliness, sadness, and boredom. It was as if every minute I want to meet with my friends 'coz I miss them so badly! Well, I know, they're all part of the drama. I know, I'll get by and I did. With the help of my closest friends, all the sickness went away. Every time we see each other, I realize I was never alone. However, I know that I shouldn't rely on them which made me befriend my classmates and get to know them more. They are not bad after all, nor neither good as what I expected. The thing is, I can go well with them, with their interests, and views. I'm happy 'coz I was never out of place. Yet still, you can't refuse to choose the people you wanna spend your time with at school and you can't refuse to not like them all.
Sometimes, I wonder if this is the place I should be.
But if not here, where?
One morning, as I was making it to my first class, some questions just popped out inside my head, and I wonder if I could ever make it, not to my first class, but to my graduation day #futuristic. I wonder if I could get a degree on BS Accountancy on time. I wonder if I could make it to the cut-offs and pass all the qualifying exams each year. I wonder if I'm still gonna be a regular accountancy student four years later. AND I wonder if I can handle everything with all the unsettled issues back home.
Accounting was very new to me. It was a whole new word added to my vocabulary. I had lots of disappointments at school and my major subject was one of them. I'm disappointed because it seems that the whole system was unfair. I don't know but I felt that there's no more second chances at all. It was do or die. Oh well, I can't do anything about it, I just have to face it. Instead of whining, I took it as a challenge. I didn't stop even there's nothing option left but to give up, yet I didn't. I said to myself, "This is what I've chosen, I have nothing to do but to go with it." Every time I think of these stuffs, I ask God if what he thinks, I ask him, too if this is also His plan for me. Unfortunately, I still don't have the answers, but somehow God gave me a sign. A sign that is meaningful to me. A sign that says, you're just getting started, you still have a long way to go. Fortunately, I made it to the first cut, and this was the sign I'm referring to.
I know I can make it. I can make it because I believe. I believe because I have to. I have to because if not, no one will.
This 2nd semester, I have to exert more effort and more focus on my second accounting subject. There's no more turning back. I can make it. I can make it. I will. I will. So if you think you're that bitch who doesn't believe in me, think again, karma might just hunt you!
Hey there! It has been a while since I last posted here in my blog, not to mention the two other posts which were not under my specifications of giving you a connotative or a denotative meaning of the things I wanna share with you. However, I still wanted you to know that I'm still alive but barely breathing. Since the beginning, I had to note every draft so when I'll have my vacant time, I could finally finish them up, but it seems that every day gets more and more tiresome that I end up nothing but hitting the sack and worse, forgetting my self-project, my blog.
We're having our sembreak and I'm coming back with a different dimension as this:
Say what you gotta say because my friends and I became demonic and angelic at the same time the moment we crawled our way to the light and felt wild with the whipping of our hair back and forth. Yeah. Posing in front of the camera and feeling sexy and stupid in front of the web cam are ways of how we bond together. Since my buddies and I seldom see each other, we make sure that during breaks we enjoy and have the time of our lives all together again, and this video became our very first "production" as a tribute to Katy Perry's magnetizing E.T, regardless of our T.G.I.F. memorable version, that one of Katy's too. :)
Expect more from me this break, I may not be whining neither grieving nor blurting but I may be sharing more lighter and positive aura now that I've learned how important it is to have that optimistic attitude.
Now I quote, "Think of the things that could go right and not of the things that could go wrong."
P.S. We had disabled embedding on our video so pardon us, but you have to watch it exclusively on youtube :) Thank you!
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